Tatiana adora histórias de romances melosos e toscos. Tatiana agora adora histórias de romances toscos envolvendo vampiros.
Não porque eles são vampiros... mas porque os vampiros são sempre o máximo! Yuhu!

Depois de adorar Twilight, eu estou me prendendo aos Dários de Vampiro. Hm.
Ok, muita gente diz que é um lixo. Totalmente cliché, claro! Ok, eu não ligo para o que todo mundo diz mesmo.

Estava fuçando o youtube para ver previews e trailers... mas queria ver romance. Na televisão, o tal Stefan Salvatore é uma versão duzentas vezes mais linda do Edward Cullen. Que me perdoem as fãs do Rob, eu também o acho lindo... mas o que é esse Paul Wesley se fazendo de vampiro. Isso porque nem vou comentar Ian Somerhalder como Damon Salvatore, porque que o Ian é perfeito eu já sabia desde LOST :) Mas anyway, estou fugindo do assunto... eu queria romance, porque queria ver se o Stefan era chato igual ao Edward no quesito "não me toque"... e achei uma ceninha de um beijo.

Ui! Deu até calor.

Mas o que me chamou a atenção foi...
ESTAVA TOCANDO GRAVITY COMO MÚSICA DE FUNDO!

Para tudo. Gravity, Sara Bareilles?
A meeeeesma que eu sonhava em ver na trilha sonora de Lua Nova, mas que não vou ver porque os produtores da saga Twilight acham que todos os fãs da saga são adolescentes com menos neurônios que um abacaxi e que só ouvem músicas da modinha???

Sim, Gravity.

Estou de TPM. Até escrevendo em português... veja bem.
É assim, vamos de música porque é melhor.

I am only 30 and I already feel so tired.

Wae?

I suddenly decided to make a trip to Korea, but the trip was decided a long time ago. There is something, there is only one thing that matters in this entire stuff, and it can't wait. It couldn't... but plans were changed, and why would Universe change plans if things were not to be matched?

I don't believe in coincidences. When opportunity comes, it is for taking. Or leaving. I don't know why but I decided to take it.

I am not alone.
Sometimes, it is bad, because you hurt the others.
If the entire problem was hurting myself...

Now, I have to face what I don't want to face. I must face the idea of losing a really good job opportunity now if I keep the really good opportunity to go to Korea.
I already delayed it. I already cancelled it. I don't want to be forced to cancel it again!

No, Universe can't change the things to make then so evil!

I am tired. But it is so common... we never, but never, get the things we want in the right time we want. I must challenge my dreams and pray for my freedom. I don't want to choose between one or another.

*sight*

REASONS

My arms were opened
And you didn’t come to hold me
My mouth was wet
And you’re never here to kiss me
My eyes were shinning
And you denied looking at me
I was there,
And you’re not able to see me
I was smiling
While everybody was crying
While everybody was pissed
I was laughing
And you didn’t laugh with me
My heart was beating hard
And you never heard it
I was singing the most romantic songs
And you never knew for who they were
I was screaming for the whole world
Desperate words
Love words
And they didn’t matter to you
I wrote the best poems
And you could not read them
I said your name a million times
I confound the people with you
And you didn’t understand me
I cried thousand rivers
And you could not find a way to comfort me
I was waiting for you
And you didn’t arrive
I was giving my whole life to you
And you didn’t accept
I put my heart in your hands
And you let it fall
I made everything for you
And you no even knew who I was
So, can you please explain
How can I love you?

I'm moody.
I'm sad.
I'm stressed out.
Even this, I'll be always here for you.
There is no way in this world I won't support you.
Even when I'm sick, even when I'm bad, even when I deceive, even when world break down in something dusty and dark, I'll be here.


Tomorrow morning when you wake up
And the sun does not appear
Ah I will be here

If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to crying
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear
Ah I'll be here

As sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I will be here

I will be here
You can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the one who gave you to me
Ooh ooh ooh
Ah I will be here

And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
'Coz ah ha-a-ah I, & ha-I will be here
We'll be together forever
'Coz I will be here
I will be here

I am definitelly stressed out.

請給我全世界的寂寞...
everyday, every night I am missing you...



ps: this was the second pic that made me fall in love with him.
The first one I post when I found in my treasure's chest ;)

I'm so stressed I can't focus.
I never focus anything...

Did you ever feel pathetic? I'm feeling a lot these days.
I don't know how to stop it. How to change it. How to make it not so weird.

I'm missing him.
I shouldn't... it's so annoying.
But isn't time passing too fast? *sight*

I need something beautiful.
Something new, something mine,
something to treasure.

I need to know what I was intended to know.
Dreams don't have wings if you don't let them fly.

Late at night,
did you feel hungry?

It's better to sleep earlier.
I have red eyes because I'm waiting for a video.
And I don't know what it's about.

I'm still hungry.

Time is unastopable. Time runs and there is nothing you can do it.
Saving time is not an idea, the idea is optmizing time.

I don't know how to.
I can't optmize my own time and I fell like a failure.

*sight* Sometimes pathetic.

Does anyone know how to not feel pathetic lately?
Or being pathetic is just like a must; you can't help it?

I want to take a few pictures of packages, but I'm lazy.
I'm always lazy at same time I'm never lazy.

I do work a lot, why I can't recognize it?

I'm tired.
Very tired.

Why am I still here?

I MISS YOU
01 aug 2007

From now and forever,
(De hoje até sempre,)
I miss you.
(eu sinto a sua falta)
I feel the cold of the winter’s morning
(eu sinto o frio da manhã de inverno)
When my fingers run through the sheets
(quando meus dedos correm pelos lençóis)
It’s an useless seek.
(é uma busca inútil.)
I miss you
(Eu sinto a sua falta)
Since the first day I saw your face
(Desde o primeiro dia em que vi sua face)
I miss your eyes
(eu sinto falta dos seus olhos)
Since the first day I hear your voice
(Desde o primeiro dia em que ouvi sua voz)
I miss to have its sound when I go to sleep
(Eu sinto falta de ouvi-la quando vou dormer)
I miss the entire day without you
(Eu sinto falta de você o dia todo)
Even when you were never here
(Mesmo quando você nunca esteve aqui)
I feel the cold of the winter’s night
(Eu sinto o frio da noite de inverno)
When there’s no moon, there are no stars
(quanto não há lua, não há estrelas)
I miss your light when it’s not shinning
(Eu sinto falta da sua luz quando ela não está brilhando)
Since the first day it filled my eyes
(Desde o primeiro dia que ela preencheu meus olhos)
I miss your laugh
(Eu sinto falta do seu sorriso)
Since the first day,
(Desde o primeiro dia,)
And I miss you entirely
(e eu sinto falta de você todo)
I feel the cold of the winter’s loneliness
(Eu sinto o frio da solidão do inverno)
When there’s no you to complete my emptiness
(Quando não há você para completar meu vazio)
Since the first moment you are not here
(Desde o primeiro momento em que você não está aqui)
It’s only cold.
(É só o frio.)

It’s empty.
I look around and space is empty.
Should have been something there?
The air is so fresh, it feels like a breeze...
The opened window; the breeze move the curtains.
Yes, emptiness.
Nothing, what’s inside of me looks like a hole.
I can put my hands from inside it.
Should have been something to fill the blank?
The shapes around become you every time I look at them.
If I don’t look, your face come to the blackness when I close my eyes.
There’s empliness everywhere I am.
There are you everywhere I look.
Should have been something to fill the blanks I left?
There are hints and clues everywhere.
The words of the lyrics in any language turn into your name.
They mix and remix guiltly
The make your name.
But it’s so empty...
Should have been something there?
Emptiness.
My heart beats in my chest, I don’t feel it.
My eyes cry into tears, I don’t understand it.
My hands want to feel something, I don’t know it.
It’s empty.
Should have been something, in the end, to take your place?

Yeah... I know. There's a long time.

Vanilla sang it to me and I remembered Blue. I remembered Blue too much these last days.

Today I went to a trip with my students and it was awesome. While we drove to another city to watch a court's session, they saw my...

KIM DONGWAN IS...

Yeah! It arrived. And the students wanted to listen! They just wanted to know what kind of song it was... and they enjoyed.

They scored 8 x 1 against me. They always beat me. That's life ^^

Tomorrow is a day-without-wannie.
I have to travel, work. Yeah, I work... ha!

Tomorrow is a day-without-sonsukeon.
Since the song was "released", I can't stop listening to it.
Over and over again.

Tomorrow is a day-without-wannie...

I had to do it.
Try it. It's cute ^^

Ok, this is old. But I liked it.

Memories from a friday - 2007.02.23

Week's starting for me. It starts in fridays, right?

I went to have lunch very late, for my stomach, and in that place where there's no salad. Ok, I must find a veg restaurant for me! I really need... I love salad, and in the 90% of the places I eat there is no salad. Bleh!

Then I got a lot of carbs and thought in someone to scold me. Kim Dong Wan.

Since when he controls what I eat?

Of course he didn't... but he would if saw me eating potatoes, corn cream, rice and whatever more.

My conscious mind has a new name now. It's called Dong Wan. Aha. Very funny.

Gonna Be Alright session started a few earlier.

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A semana para mim está começando. Ela começa na sexta-feira, não?

Fui almoçar supertarde para meu horário biológico, e naquele lugar onde não tem salada. Ok, eu preciso achar um restaurante vegetariano para mim! Preciso mesmo... eu adoro salada e em 90% dos lugares que como... não tem salada! Bleh.

Aí enchi o prato de carboidratos e pensei em uma reprimenda. Kim Dong Wan.

Desde quando ele controla o que eu como?

Claro que não controla... mas ele não me reprimiria por comer empadão, creme de milho, arroz e batata frita?

Minha consciência mudou de nome agora. Chama-se Dong Wan. Aha. Muito engraçado.

A sessão Gonna Be Alright começou mais cedo.

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Yes, he's a baby.

Aha, no... I don't speak Korean. I'm trying, I swear. But yes... I do love them!! ^^



And I do love him the most I can.
He's everywhere, even in my worklife ^^

I'm very very very excited. Wanna know the reason??

CLICK HERE and it will tell you ^^

Anyway, I just worked in a few bsets. I'm not good with them, told ya.

Here they are!!

I don't work on small graphics for ages, so I got proud of it ehe!

My first ever b-set... for using in my ShinhwaBR and the deliciously friendly ShinhwaBiz !!

The avatar:


And the signature:


Thanks for Lover for the pictures and Ewanism for the textures ^^